this past month i have tried to spend my days only half aware of everything/everyone around me, in hopes that through the negative/positive consequences of this chosen state does life sharpen me into something more prepared to cope with the things that actually present themselves to me in a way that i can control. there has to be an easier way to learn about the things one controls or doesn't control.
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Unless that is the problem…I was already only half-aware to begin with…merde.
how to...ways in which to...stimulate parts of my brain and body that allow for me to surpass inevitable indifference that comes with all the useless things i think i already know. more so...how to truly personalize an existence that is so shared and intertwined with all other things outside of myself.
friction happens...fight or flight.
the hypothesis outlives all.
which came first the thought or hypothesis?
again and again and again and again- why do i even care? do we bother to ask such questions and think things of this nature to purely survive long enough to procreate or is it that we all just take oursleves too seriously?
dang haha it's so easy for the topics of these posts that started out so serious sounding to become laughable near the end...that's the definition of life...right? :/
...dammit, darwin. i really hate being on my period.
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