Odds and Ends

reoccurring themes and thoughts from this past week-
- Independent of each other:
guilt and regret
anger and unhappiness

- Actions are no stand-in for sincerity. That is not to say that actions are worthless__idk- still mulling over this...historical context and the circumstances etc.
- the great Demons by Dostoevsky pilgrimage
- People that literally tell you how highly they think of themselves- fastest turn-off for me discovered yet.
- Why the hell did i kick that chifforobe so hard? im an idiot who is paying dearly for it.
- plastic flower made from a mop handle that's in a room full of tacos.
- Brother J isn't a teenager anymore...
- Sometimes it's through no one's fault of their own that it's just not the most optimal match. i don't know how many other ways to say this without being rude. You speak English fine_so no, I am not accepting that as a valid excuse.
- the experience is in a past that i wasn't a part of. the feelings are in the present. let me at least try to sympathize/ relate to how you feel. or at least be courteous and tell me to knock it off.

i am typing this in a room with a cat that is frightened by it's own farts...i really wish i had a video camera_pretty sure it'd become a internet meme.